My pattern:
I hear about a wonderful book.
I desperately search my library catalogs for the book.
It's not available.
I comb through the used book sites for a bargain.
It's only for sale at full price.
I hunger to read that book. I click the purchase button.
Every day I scan my mail notifications. When will my book arrive?
I wait and wait. It takes a week, sometimes two weeks, to make it to my house.
It's here! I go to the mailbox, and rush inside to open the package.
I set the book at the top of my to-read stack. I do not start it.
I move the book to my under-the-bed stack. I do not start it.
I shift the book to my book closet. I do not rstart it.
The fire in me is now embers. And then ashes.
The book is pushed to the back, to the bottom of the book closet.
I see it several years later. I think about putting it out in my Little Free Library.
Sigh.
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